Today for the first time in a long while, I cried due to sadness. It can be so hard to always act happy and carefree when in reality, I feel so lonely and rejected. The sheer weight of all the problems adding up is making my anxiety feel worse. Today I tried to help others but unintentionally theyhurt me. Also deadlines coming up make me feel like I truly am worthless. So far nothing is going right with my life and I am running out of jokes to cover up my despair.
I am so lost. Help...
